Trashpaper

It's been 5 years since I graduated. The situation where I am now is one of the reason some people get frustrated about themselves. Honestly, I am too. I need to lift my self now and push myself up to overcome my frustrations. Some of my friends are already abroad pursuing their dreams to work and get big a salary. Their careers are like skyrockets. Some have there own family already while some are enjoying their lives as if they have no problems at all. I've realized that it all depends on me and what I have accomplished so far . People became successful not by chance or luck but by their perseverance and good attitude. And to be honest, I can do that. But what's stopping me... Probably my fears and anxiety.

Problems can never be like a trashpaper that when you have an error in your writing, you just simply crumpled the paper and throw it on the trashcan. No, it's not like that. Problems are meant to be solved, and I have to face the situation where I am right now. people might not understand what's really bugging me. Maybe in the future, I can write it for another post when I can have the confidence to share it and write it down.

I have to move on with my frustrations now. I've been taking the wrong path in my life and I should decide to focus on my career and life as suppose to be. I have to put myself now in a glass cage where I don't need to compare myself with others' success anymore, where I need to excel in everything that do, find the best and suitable job for me, finish my Master's Degree and build my confidence in God. I know that I have this certain calling in me that needs patience and grace to understand it more. God has a plan for each one of us.


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