Welcome to My Operating Room

           Yes, I am back... It's been a while since I decided to write again. I am not a good writer, obviously but who cares this is not actually a public consumption. This is just for me to express my feelings right now. Last April I posted something about moving on and meeting someone who inspires me but a lot of things happened after my vacation in Baler. Next time, I will definitely write a journal about that maybe in a time frame manner. But right now, I have decided to deactivate my Facebook account. Not to isolate myself with everyone after all the heartaches and pain of grieving (my boyfriend passed away btw) but I found myself wasting a lot of time checking newsfeed on Facebook.    I definitely think that It will also give me time to write my life's journey and all the lessons I am learning in my life. I will try my best not to be hesitant anymore and become bold in expressing my emotions and feelings. I am certainly back!!! De...

OK here it goes... Life sucks sometimes but most of the time it should be live fruitfully and meaningfully. For the past months, I am into a guy who inspire me in so many ways. He let me forget the person I am crazy for years. I realized that I should be better love myself more and more. I am completely emotionally overloaded at this point of my life. So many things had happened to me and my relationship with my ex-boyfriend. I am hesitant now to tell it because trust me, it's a long story and no one would want to hear my dramatic life and even to myself, I don't want to recall it all over again. Repress- this is what i want to cope with my problems right now. God is really good to me because despite of all the dramas in my life,  he gave me true friends in the right place at the right time. Tomorrow, I'l be going to somewhere far in the city. My bestfriend invited me to Baler, Quezon for me to experience her newly addicted hobby which is Surfing. It's been overdue da...